last night i fell asleep in my old bedroom to the sound of frogs croaking outside the window. it felt strange to be back in that room - the one with the glow-in-the-dark stickers i put on the ceiling over 15 years ago, and the clean walls that once held many, many posters of nkotb and keanu reeves! it feels so comforting to come home, and mum's house is so full of homely things - walking into her kitchen was an instant calm to the stress, tiredness and general twisty-ness i had been feeling over the last week or so...
it definitely feels strange to be back here. driving around our little town on our first night back (to get fish and chips of course!) - everything seemed so small and funny - nothing has changed! it's a weird place to be when you feel stuck between two worlds, i know that it's only a matter of days before this all seems 'normal' again but it has been bizarre! i'm going to write down all the funny stuff to remember - like when i saw my oven yesterday, it looked like a toy! and then i remembered how shocked i was when we first moved to LA and the oven in our apartment was so HUGE (i realized why when i saw the pizzas at costco!).
it's good to be back though - so beautiful to see my children with all the family, to have grandparents to love on, to sit around the fire eating pizza with mick's huge family. i do miss our friends back home and the warm weather - we haven't been this cold for 4 years!
thanks for all the love and wishes left for me here - i love you all :)
and...this morning i found my true-blue (ish!) aussie little ones eating vegemite out of the jar with SPOONS!