mick needed to go to upstate new york for work, so we all piled into the car and went along with him!
i've been fascinated by the concept of 'forest kindergartens' since reading about them a few years ago. they have one in saratoga springs, NY where we were headed - so i arranged for a visit and yindi got to spend the day there! she LOVED it (after all, she has been begging to go to 'school' since she was 18 months old!) and we were all so inspired by the simplicity and beauty. i didn't take any pictures - but imagine an open field backing onto a forest...they had lots of tree stumps, wood, sandpits, wheelbarrows to play with. they went for a long walk in the woods and made necklaces out of seeds. they made soup for lunch (which was done inside the farmhouse, although i saw a short film recently on forest kindergartens where the toddlers had naps in little wooden beds outside in the snow - all covered up and cosy!). i will be rugging my children up and sending them outside to play in all kinds of weather after seeing how wonderful this school was. as they say - "there is no bad weather, only bad clothing"!
so while yindi was having her forest adventure - ivy, banjo and i hit the city for window shopping, the library and the park. it was really fun to just park the car and wander around a completely new place, we had a great time (although every half an hour or so we would see something that we knew yindi would love, and miss her! it was very cute.)
while we were doing all of this wandering and exploring, i realised that the old me probably wouldn't have been brave enough to boldly take in a new city like this, to leave her child in the care of people she'd just met (but really liked!) for the sake of a new experience, to find her way around in the unknown.
i have been so homesick (as you know!) for australia, for the familiar, for my people and places...and have spent a lot of time in the last few months pining and crying and questioning what we are doing - why we are doing this - living somewhere different, taking our children away from extended family...wah, wah, wah...but then i upload these pictures. and i smile at the fun we had, the adventuring we had, the talking we had, the connecting we had. and i imagine these little people when they are grown, recalling all the experiences they had together.
and it all seems worth it.
life is good :)
(i needed that reminder)